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June 29, 2015 3:40am Well, here we go again. On June 26, I was told I had ‘lesions of the brain’. 2 in fact. A small node on the front left quadrant which is not causing any problems…yet… and will … Continue reading →

March 29, 2014 Can’t shake the depressed shit that keeps hanging on me! Maybe I need to clear my nightstand of the “Voldyne 5000” breather apparatus the hospital gave me, lotions, potions, energy stones, cancer articles, heating pads, tissues, little … Continue reading →

February 5, 2014 There are events that happen in a person’s life that truly change the course in which you thought you had the driver’s seat. For better, for worse, that is a choice. Becoming a mother was my first … Continue reading →

January 30, 2014 After every infusion Michael cranks Jefferson Airplane, White Rabbit…preparing me for the rabbit hole. As the chemo takes it’s effect on my mind those words coming from Grace Slick’s lips swirl me into the depths of surreal … Continue reading →

As a young girl I was infatuated with my buxom breasted beautifully curved older sisters. They were perfect. I wanted to be just like them. I would lean back on the mirror watching in pure admiration as their 1980’s make-up … Continue reading →

December 31, 2013 Goodbye 2013, hello Healthy 2014! It’s the morning of New Year’s Eve. The last day of 2013, which is just fine with the Kef-Ahmutys! Yes, we had some good times, but more then enough drama for a … Continue reading →

December 17 is here once again in the infusion room. 3rd treatment for my 4 drug, 5 hour party. Half way there. I felt the most anxiety yesterday since my diagnosis October 17. So, I tried some anti-anxiety pills, lorazepam, … Continue reading →

I’ve given you the good, but not the bad and ugly. And, I’m the kind of person who really wants you to experience it all. So, here it goes… Last week, after my second chemo, was a bad week. If … Continue reading →

Cassidy is 5 today, or I should say yesterday, for it is 12:30am the 26th now. Can’t sleep, don’t want to take the meds to make me sleep, because in 9 hours I will be getting pumped with the most … Continue reading →

NOVEMBER 15, 2013 I feel as though I truly now know the meaning or feeling of ‘HOPE’. We got the results back from the PET scan, and Dr. Kornfeld, was smiling ear to ear. My prayers were answered when he … Continue reading →