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Sans Souci

Thank you all for sending your love and positive thoughts to Kaci, her family, and me.  Today she is lying in her new “recliner bed,” resting pain free, listening to India Meditation.  She is taking this time to focus on … Continue reading

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Light to Dark

December 10, 2016 Where there is light, there is also darkness. I have darkness within me as well. Yes, this sucks. I feel as though my body is worsening. Numbness and pain is not enjoyable. Its getting old, quickly. I … Continue reading

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LEPTOMENINGEAL CARCINOMATOSIS

November 27, 2016 1 AM As I lie in bed, I can hear my heart beating. It is strong. This imbalance in me is not strong. I know, because my ‘teacher’ spoke to me in meditation. I was giving it … Continue reading

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Thank You

Start each day with a thank you. No matter what is happening in your life. Everyday is a NEW day to heal. I can look back into my own life and think of those two words. Standing on top of … Continue reading

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Tool Box

October 26, 2016 After two visits to the ER in one weeks time, I had a slow start out of the blocks with a ‘fecal impaction’ for the first tour. By the following week I was picking up the pace … Continue reading

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Golden Ticket

September 9, 2016 My mind is so full of thoughts, feeling pressure mounting. Is it stress? Is it the lesions? Just normal everyday life is what I’m striving for. What is your normal? Usual. Typical. Expected. Normal issues that a … Continue reading

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Just Go With It

May 24, 2016 The gentle murmurs of another language dissolve into my ears as I playback the great artists works I soaked in today at the Austrian Gallery Belvedere. Sagantini, Schindler, Klinger, Klimt, Gogh, Makart, Monet, Thöny, Laske. Sitting on … Continue reading

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May 18, 2016 Leg 1 Saying goodbye, even ‘see ya later’ isn’t always easy. Especially when my little girls are sobbing saying things like, “Don’t leave Mama!” My neighbor was giving me her farewells and getting emotional when I stated, … Continue reading

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Vienna waits for you…

May 13, 2016 When we were kids, my dad made us pick the weeds. “Get the roots, or they’ll come back!” He’d tell us. I want to get to the root, so I have decided to leave my country for … Continue reading

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April 6, 2016 I never thought I would say this, but I am so sick of talking about myself! For the past 2 1/2 years it has been all about ME! Everyone knows I love being in the lime-light, but … Continue reading

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