November 25, 2013

Cassidy is 5 today, or I should say yesterday, for it is 12:30am the 26th now. Can’t sleep, don’t want to take the meds to make me sleep, because in 9 hours I will be getting pumped with the most drugs I have ever had in my 42 years of LIFE. But, those drugs are working…the cancer is melting away, releasing me. My hair is releasing from me too. Big deal , right? It is just HAIR!

I think of how much worse it could all be! Don’t feel sorry or sad for me. Just thinking of the things that could be worse is what keeps me up at night. Yes, CANCER SUCKS, but, IT IS TEMPORARY!!! I WILL BE OK!!! What an amazing LIFE this has been! This mere bump just adds to this wild wonderful life I’ve been given!!

I have made choice’s, and I have no regrets. Cancer chose me this time, and I’m going to ride it and still have no regrets.

Kaci

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11 Responses to November 25, 2013

  1. jan newton's avatar jan newton says:

    MY HEART AND SOUL ARE WITH YOU KACI ,ON THIS PHASE OF YOUR JOURNEY TOWARDS HAVING A CANCER FREE LIFE. I WAS FORTUNATE TO HAVE ONLY UNDER GONE RADIATION…YOUR ARE STRONG AND WILL ENDURE… YOUR FAMILY IS THERE TO SUPPORT YOU, THAT IS A PLUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE CUZ JAN

  2. Kelly Dufourd's avatar Kelly Dufourd says:

    Hang in there sis. I know it’s tough especially the chemo but you are right . . . It is working and it is a temporary bump in the road. You are keeping such a positive attitude and I admire you and love you so much. I will miss you this week. Our family has so much to be thankful for. Love you sis.

  3. Joanna's avatar Joanna says:

    Kaci, You are a true inspiration! Your positive attitude in the midst of adversity is admirable and, quite frankly, I THINK YOU ROCK! I am in awe of you. I will continue to send you prayers and love for healing. I will be praying for strength for you, Michael, & the girls. Cancer does suck! And losing hair sucks! But the Spirit inside your body outshines ALL of these things! You are a true beauty, special through and through! Love, Joanna xoxo

  4. Melanie's avatar Melanie says:

    Your an amazing woman Kaci! But of course, your WonderKaci!! Hugs and love to you and the fam!! Stay strong and positive and thanks for the updates!!

  5. Katie's avatar Katie says:

    Dance, rock, crawl, sing, slither, swim, kick, and
    sway on my new sister friend. Lovingly,
    Katie

  6. Nelle's avatar Nelle says:

    You are a rock, Kaci — strong, resilient, positive, and tumbling along the river of life. You, Michael and the kids are always in our thoughts.

  7. Courtney's avatar Courtney says:

    Loves to you and your sweet family. We have a Kaci shrine in the house to make us stop, pause and consciously send goodness your way.
    Love,
    Courtney and the boys

  8. DeLise's avatar DeLise says:

    You are a beautiful and strong woman!! Can’t wait to see you over Christmas break XO

  9. Sandy Reid's avatar Sandy Reid says:

    Kaci, you are such an Amazing, Bitchin’, Kick Ass mamma! I feel so fortunate to have you as a friend. 🙂

  10. Cristina Price's avatar Cristina Price says:

    Happy belated birthday to Cassidy! We miss her and you and Michael and Riley. Thinking of you and sending lots of love and positive vibes!

  11. stephanie Visconti's avatar stephanie Visconti says:

    You are superwoman and Cass and Riley are lucky to have such an amazing momma bear! Happy Belated to Cassidy- Benjamin sends all his love too!

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